(Photo Details: The relaxing part of our bike trip in Indonesia on the island of Lombok-May 2016)
It’s always hard to write a post after such a long absence. Even when I’m not blogging, I think about blogging all the time. Both for the writing part and for the interaction part--I always miss the interaction part the most.
But there are only so many hours in a day, even when you are retired! So I just thought I’d send you a little postcard from retirement to tell you that I miss you, and let you know what I’ve been up to. You already know that I haven’t been blogging (other than just thinking about blogging, which I guess doesn’t really count.)
Piano
As many of you know, learning to play jazz piano was something I had always pictured doing when I retired. I didn’t get around to starting until five years into my retirement. Better late than never, right? But I’m deep into it now. Besides taking weekly private lessons, I am now taking a jazz piano class at the community college. We meet three days a week for an hour. With practice and an hour commute each way to school, I’m as busy with this as I was when I had a part-time job a few years ago!
On the first day of class last week, our teacher told us about four different levels of learning piano. Actually, this is probably true with any new skill:
-First you don’t know how much you don’t know. That’s the Unconscious Incompetence stage.
-Next you start to learn and you realize how much you don’t know. That’s the Conscious Incompetence stage.
-I’m beginning to gain competence (finally after three years of lessons!) So I’m in the Conscious Competence stage. It takes a lot of concentration and practice for me to play right now. It doesn’t really come naturally or easily, it’s still very hard work to play what I want to be playing.
-The final stage, she told us, is the Unconscious Competence stage. Where you can access all your knowledge basically unconsciously--with ease.
Of course one student asked how long until we get to that stage, and our professor said 10,000 hours. We all know about that 10,000 hours thing, right?
So I calculated that if I could practice 20 hours per week, I could get there in 10 years. Even though I’m retired, I don’t think I can manage that, 10 hours a week is probably even ambitious. At that rate, if I stick with it, I’ll be really great by the time I’m 72 years old. Probably too old to start touring, but maybe some time during the next 20 years I’ll at least get to the point where I can play for people without shaking. Currently there are only four people I can play for without shaking—the teacher I’ve had for the last three years, my husband, and my parents. And I have to play in front of the entire piano class for the mid-term and final. So it would be nice to at least make a little progress on that stage-fright thing.
Family Tree
A few months ago, after my Uncle Jim died, I spent a weekend reading through a bunch of personal letters and work memos that Jim had saved over the years. The best stash was a box of letters he had written to his best friend over 40 years. His friend’s daughter returned the letters to my uncle after her own father died. I learned so much, in my uncle’s own words, about his life. I only wish he were still here so I could ask him some questions!
After I did that, I decided to attack another box of memorabilia that my dad had given me awhile back. This box was filled with letters, photos, and other items my mother had saved. (For those of you who are new to my blog, my mother died when I was 16.)
In this box I found some paperwork about her own adoption. She was adopted as a baby, and when I was a teenager, she had thought about trying to find her birth mother. Something that wasn’t as easy back then. Ultimately, my mom was too afraid to contact her mother. She wasn’t sure what kind of response she would get, and she didn’t think she could face it if it wasn’t a happy reunion.
But with the internet, I found my biological grandmother in about 10 minutes. Unfortunately, she died a couple of years before my mom did. So I contacted her daughter--my mother’s half-sister. In spite of the pretty great shock, my newfound aunt and cousins have been very welcoming and are interested in getting to know each other better. This is the beginning of an exciting chapter for me!
Politics
And finally, I wouldn’t be totally honest if I didn’t tell you I waste an incredible amount of time each day following the presidential election. Yes, time I could be blogging, or working on that 10,000 hours of piano practice. Time that would be much more well spent in any number of ways. But I can’t help myself. It is the most interesting race I’ve ever watched. I’ll leave it at that.
Thanks to all of you who have sent me so many nice emails lately!
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I've been a musician all my life and I applaud your work ethic! A lot of non-musicians don't get the amount of work it takes to be able to (in my case) sit in the corner of the pub and play music for a few hours. There's more to public performance than competence - I still almost always get "the shakes" for the first song and I know of several famous performers who actually get sick to their stomachs before a performance. Just part of the gig for some of us. Also, thank you so much for "leaving the politics at that". It has definitely been "interesting"... In the interest of civility, I'll follow your lead and leave it at that too. :-)
Posted by: Lance | September 17, 2016 at 04:40 AM
Great to hear from you again!
Posted by: Linda Vaughn | September 17, 2016 at 06:09 AM
Great to hear from you. Please don't wait so long for the next blog.
Posted by: Indiana J | September 17, 2016 at 07:10 AM
Lance: Thanks so much for your comment it helps to read that stuff. Especially about how much work it takes, I have to keep the faith that all this work will mean I WILL get better. You ARE saying that, right? But bummer about the shakes. I was hoping that would get better too!
Thanks Linda and Indiana--I'll try not to let so much time go by next time!
Posted by: Retired Syd | September 17, 2016 at 08:38 AM
I'm always happy to see your posts! Thanks for the update and good for you for pursuing your dream. I understand the time writing a blog post can take but I hope you don't stay a way so long next time.
Posted by: Janis | September 17, 2016 at 08:49 AM
Thanks for the update. I admire your foray into the piano, but not politics (which I am studiously avoiding, since I find it all pretty inane). Btw, a bike trip in Indonesia . . . not bad!
Posted by: Tom Sightings | September 17, 2016 at 10:03 AM
Great 'postcard' Syd, I've really missed your blogs.
BTW - I don't think that 72 is too late to start touring for your piano concerts. Wang De Shun had his first cat walk at 79 (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HX4saxIfPYw)...so you'd be seven years ahead!
Good luck!
Donna
www.retirementreflections.com
Posted by: Donna | September 17, 2016 at 03:17 PM
I think when it comes to the jazz piano, I'll stay at the unconscious incompetence stage. But when it comes to politics, I'm afraid I am hooked on the presidential race too. Lots of occasion for fear and loathing there!
Posted by: Still the Lucky Few | September 17, 2016 at 10:14 PM
Thanks for your blog. I binge-read the whole thing awhile back after coming here from the Mr Money Mustache's discussion boards. I'm 250 days from retirement today, and you and many others have been an inspiration for me. Thanks again and I look forward to future blog posts.
Posted by: Jenny | September 18, 2016 at 06:27 PM
Jenny: I always love it when someone tells me they binge-read my blog--thank you for that!
Lucky: What will you do with all that extra time after the election? Maybe I can get back into blogging then.
Donna: That's the kind of story I need!
Tom: I'm impressed that you are using your time more wisely. You're not missing anything educational, that's for sure!
Janis: Thank you and I'll try not to let so much time go by!
Posted by: Retired Syd | September 18, 2016 at 07:32 PM
LOVE and enjoy your posts! I am trying to learn watercolor and I'm pretty sure it may take me to 72 to get in the brush-miles needed to feel even slightly competent. My blog takes a backseat to everything else as I adjust to the 'what to do' of retirement. Your posts make me realize that I am not the only one. I look forward to more posts whenever you find the inclination!
Posted by: Marie | September 18, 2016 at 08:18 PM
Good to hear from you!
How exciting to find some new relatives!
As for the piano- I would just enjoy it--and not worry about becoming a pro :) I miss my piano sometimes- ( took lessons my entire childhood thru high school and played for our high school choir). I never really loved it - but did not hate to practice either. I was definitely competent by the time I played for the choir in HS, but I had to practice - I did not have any natural talent to just sit down and play. We sold my piano 25 years ago when we were moving -since I never played it much once I started working. Sometimes I think about getting an electric piano after I retire- but I do not feel as passionate about the piano as you do. I am just as happy to let someone else do the playing.
Oh- the politics this year is keeping me occupied also. Especially since I am unsure of how the outcome will effect health insurance. I am still hoping to Pretire early next year. I listen to way too much NPR daily and my Doug tells me I would be in a better mood if I did not listen so much. Did you ever watch the program on public TV- the McLaughlin Group? We have watched it on Friday nights ( when it aired here) since we were first married--( I know, we are a little nerdy)Anyway- John McLaughlin, the moderator just passed away last month and I really miss the show.
Posted by: Sally | September 19, 2016 at 08:15 PM
Great to hear from you Syd!
Posted by: Bridget | September 19, 2016 at 08:33 PM
The piano lessons are a wonderful idea. My husband was an architect and watercolorist and decided 3 years ago to try guitar. He had no musical training at all, didn't know a treble clef from a half note. After a year of plinking by himself (he wanted to learn something before he tried lessons) he found a wonderful classical guitar instructor and it's wonderful to see, and even hear. He works so hard, and after recent surgery, he was back practicing after one week.
This is a wonderful blog. I'll be back. (Retired in 2000)
Posted by: Norma | September 27, 2016 at 03:09 AM
Norma: Good for him! A reader suggested a book I'm really enjoying, Your Brain on Music. Your husband might find it interesting. Welcome and thanks for your nice comment!
Posted by: Retired Syd | September 27, 2016 at 09:22 AM
Good to see you here again, Syd.
I play the piano and the guitar. The piano is much tougher to maintain one's skills. I haven't played it for 12 years and it would take several weeks of daily playing for a few hours to get back up to something close to my former skill level. The guitar is like riding a bike, you never forget how to do it (I just hack away at chords while singing a melody).
As for politics, I hope you post something about the recent debate.
Posted by: deegee | September 27, 2016 at 10:52 AM
Deegee: It makes me very happy to read that piano is tougher to maintain one's skills. It seems Doug can play so many more songs on the guitar than I can on the piano. I like to think it's not that I have no talent . . .
Now I'd love to write about the debate but I don't think I can stomach it. I will tell you that I'm going to hear Robert Reich speak tonight. The topic: The Oddest Presidential Election in Living History. That's putting it mildly!
Posted by: Retired Syd | September 27, 2016 at 12:53 PM